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I just realized i had not visited the site in a while.
This made me feel bad. It's just that the new stuff, the new crap i'm being introduced too, is overwhelming my senses. I procrastinated too long.
I'm starting to become more angry with myself, and others. I am becoming more cynical. Maniacal.
I could start RPing again...
That would mean abandoning my real life friends, becoming an alien member of the community. In some ways it's good.
In others, bad.
I always enjoyed the view of myself as a loner, a man who runs his own life outside of others.
But is it worth the abandon of my real life friends who i have made the leap to acquaintanceship with?
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